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[lastgunslinger]

Argument.

Five. Then Desmond died.

Then there were four.

Two days later Jamie DeCurry was killed by sniperfire.

Now Alain was screaming.

Roland stands at the cavemouth on Jericho Hill. His eyes are wide with horror.

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[key-youth-bert.livejournal.com]

"Alain?! Alain!"

For the first time since his father pressed them into his hands, almost ten years ago, Cuthbert Allgood lets his guns drop from his grip unheeded.

He will realize, later, that he has no conscious memory of dropping his guns, nor of running forward and dropping to his knees. He is simply standing beside Roland one moment, and sinking to the ground beside Alain the next. And the only thought that can make its way to the surface of his mind is a single syllable of desperate denial.

NO.

"No..." Loud as it is in his mind, it leaves his mouth as nothing more than the broken whisper of a lost child.

[honest-johns.livejournal.com]

Alain stares at him, eyes wide and shocked. He has been a gunslinger these past ten years, and seen death face to face, seen enemies fall before him and friends die in front of him.

For all of that, it's different when the hole is in his own body, when the blood pours in a sticky flood over his fingers and turns his shirt from grime-grey to a painfully bright red. When he feels his own limbs collapse, and he falls to the ground like a discarded doll.

When the bullets currently lodged between his ribs and in his spine came thundering from the guns of his dearest friends.

He stares at Cuthbert, and his mouth opens but no sound emerges.

[lastgunslinger]

He can't breathe.

It's not supposed to end like this. It can't end like this. The Tower together -- that's the end of their road.

They didn't just make this mistake. They didn't. They couldn't have.

Roland moves forward, meaning to go to Cuthbert. To Alain. His feet feel like they're made of molten

(bullet)

lead.

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

If any one were watching Roland's eyes, they'd see them swirl. (http://www.livejournal.com/community/milliways_bar/3425423.html#comments)

And remain almost indistinguishable. The young man standing in the dust of Jericho Hill--his mouth works. A thin peice of cardboard interpolates itself between his hands and the glowing sandelwood butt of one of his guns.

Joe has arrived at Jericho Hill. And he knows where he is--where the door has taken him. Not how--that's not available in this body's memories, but everything else is.

He's in Roland's body. And that-- "Oh, Christ," Roland's voice whispers. Then Joe moves back and his eyes swirl again. As they swap places, the guns (and the card) slip from his talented, lethal, traitor hands.

[key-youth-bert.livejournal.com]

Cuthbert doesn't notice any of what just happened to Roland. For the moment, Roland might have ceased to exist.

He'd meant to look to Alain's wounds--the wounds inflicted by Cuthbert's own hands, and Roland's--in the desperate hope that they weren't fatal. But now he's frozen, one hand gripping Al's, the other hovering over his friend's body.

Alain's eyes are open. Worse, they're still lucid.

Alain knows it was them who shot him.

[honest-johns.livejournal.com]

He doesn't know what to say. What do you say to the friends who have just killed you?

"" he whispers, and finds that he does know something to say after all. When there is nothing left, on a battlefield of corpses and screaming painted vandals, you speak the truth. He grips Cuthbert's hand a little tighter. His fingers are going numb.

""

Talking hurts, but everything hurts now, and it doesn't matter.

[lastgunslinger]

Everything is blank for a moment.

Roland comes back to himself. Without looking down he stoops, picks up his guns, and holsters.

Then he's beside Cuthbert and Alain. He takes Alain's other hand and looks down into his friend's -- his brother's -- face.

Hoarse: "Alain. My dear."

[key-youth-bert.livejournal.com]

As Alain speaks, the shock that had paralyzed Cuthbert finally gives way, and his face crumbles.

It's not alright. Nothing will ever be alright again. But it's so completely Alain to say something like that, in the face of this, and for a moment Bert almost thinks he's going to laugh...and then sees his own tears falling on Al's face and understands he's not laughing, but crying.

"Al...oh, Al."

[honest-johns.livejournal.com]

Cuthbert is crying, and Roland too, but Alain's eyes are dry. His throat is too, but he swallows, and speaks again. He manages a tiny smile, trying to reassure them, and it won't work but he has to try anyway, has to speak what's in his heart because the edges of his vision are growing dark and he doesn't have much time left for it. ""

It doesn't hurt any more. He can't feel much of anything, really, except his numbing lips, and a faint faraway sense of his friends' -- brothers' -- hands holding his cold fingers. ""

It's almost too dark to see, now, though a moment ago the sun was in his eyes.

[lastgunslinger]

It's hard to say how long it is before Alain reaches the clearing at the end of the path.

Roland is kneeling at Alain's side. And gently, with love, he closes Alain's eyes for the last time.

A deep, shuddering sigh, and he bites his lower lip -- you are a gunslinger of Gilead --

(and then there were two)

-- and looks up at Cuthbert. The question has to be asked. He's afraid he knows the answer.

"We have time to bury him, do you think?"

[key-youth-bert.livejournal.com]

Still sobbing quietly, Cuthbert raises Alain's hand and kisses it, then lays it on Alain's chest.

Dimly, Roland's words penetrate his haze of grief, and he looks up.

"We can't just leave him like this. We have to--"

He never finishes that sentence, because at that moment the sharp report of a gun echoes through the hills and pain blossoms in Bert's left shoulder, tearing a cry that's more than half surprise out of him.

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

The sudden rifle crack pulls Joe forward again, swivelling Roland's eyes up to the cliffs that had cast Alain in fatal shadow; he squints one of them against the sun rising at their backs.

A man in rags, with face painted blue, crouching with a rifle. Roland's hand--

[lastgunslinger]

-- slaps leather and sends the barbarian to Na'ar.

He blinks once, twice. Cuthbert.

He kneels beside Cuthbert, helps him to his feet. "Come on -- "

They run back to the cave, leaving Alain Johns, son of Burning Chris, behind.

Say sorry.

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

Joe slides back as the danger passes, barely aware he did anything. He tries to slide all the way back, through the door he vaguely feels behind him. It's blocked. He slams himself mentally against the locked door as Roland hurriedly dresses Cuthbert's wound.

As the two young men hurry back towards camp, Roland looks over his shoulder and through his eyes Joe sees -Oh FUCK- That it has closed.

Roland, meanwhile, speaks over his shoulder:

"I'm going to rouse the men. Go back to our tent. Get my father's horn."

Cuthbert nods, and they split at the fork, here above the bluff. Roland charges into the tiny camp where his army, the last army of Gilead, waits--shaves, washes, pisses. It's too damn early to fight a war.

He says simply, "They've come."

A murmur passes through the tiny group. The leader of the enlisted men, the nongunslingers, Aaron son of David, kneels. "Our lives for you, Roland son of Stephen. For the line of Eld and the Affiliation." He is perhaps three years older than his dinh, a sergeant when this war began. Now... general of an army of eleven.

Roland blinks backs tears--Joe can feel how they prick his eyes--at the simple love and faith the world still holds, even in these dark days. "Rise, bondsman. In love. They'll reap hell before they make an end of Gilead."

A ragged cheer rises at this, and weapons are seized--rusted rifles and slings and bows and sword. They began to march towards the passes, and nearby, on the hill facing the plain--on Jericho Hill proper--the sound of a horn rises pure and sweet. "Hile, you men of Gilead!" roars Roland. "To Cuthbert! To Cuthbert and the Horn o'Deschain!" The march becomes a run, and a red day, a sword day, dawns over Jericho Hill.

And behind the eyes of Roland Deschain, Joe Manco goes to war at last.

[key-youth-bert.livejournal.com]

Cuthbert stands alone on the hill, the Horn O' Deschain raised to his lips. And as he watches Roland lead the men toward him, fierce pride suddenly swells in his heart.

If this is the end of Gilead, they'll make it one worth remembering, if there's anyone left to remember it.

He's still looking down at them in pride and love when his right leg explodes in pain, and he looks down to see a dark hole and a spreading patch of blood just above his knee.

[lastgunslinger]

Roland leads the charge. They run. See how they run -- these last few guardians of love and light against the black and the dark.

It's a silver sound, the Horn of Eld. Silver -- and White. Sweet to Roland's ears. More than sweet. Filled with life.

And slowly, as they run, men get picked off. Not Roland, no, and not the men who are closest behind him. The last ones. Good men. Men Roland knew, of old, when he was younger, and not so hard. Not yet a leader of men.

But now as he approaches Cuthbert, he is all war leader, and he faces Cuthbert Allgood now, standing straight and tall, deadly authority radiating from him.

"Hile."

And now he looks at Bert, Bert's wounds, and his facade cracks for a moment -- but then comes back together.

There's not time to fall apart.

The world is moving on.

[key-youth-bert.livejournal.com]

Cuthbert's face is twisted into a bright, painful grin, his breathing heavy, his eyes slightly wild and still damp with tears he never got the chance to finish shedding for Alain.

But he stands tall and straight, and raises his gun in salute to his friend and brother and dinh.

"Hile."

As they face the approaching horde, the direness of their situation sinks in. They are hopelessly outnumbered. But they stand fast, firing into the blue-faced throng and crying out for Gilead, for the Tower, for their fathers and fallen friends.

Bert no longer has any conception of the passage of time. Maybe they stand there firing for minutes, maybe for hours. The old, familiar lust of battle has fallen over him, and the only thing that brings him out of it is the sudden awareness of a new surge of pain.

He looks down, and sees blood spreading across the fabric of his shirt, just below his ribcage.

It's then that the laughter starts. Incredibly, irreverently, impossibly, Cuthbert Allgood looks his rapidly-approaching death in the face and begins to laugh.

[lastgunslinger]

Roland hears Bert's laughter.

It sounds like the horn.

And he turns to Cuthbert, expectation in his voice -- "The horn -- "

Meaning to ask for it.

[key-youth-bert.livejournal.com]

Some dim part of Cuthbert is aware that the correct answer to what Roland's just said is not a new eruption of snickering. That's all that comes out at first, though.

Then he shakes his head, stepping--staggering--backwards, and holding the horn just out of Roland's reach, almost teasingly. "Oh, no, my friend. I blow it sweeter than you ever did. You can have it back when I'm dead. Neglect not to pluck it up, for it's your property."

It's possible he might say more, if not for the sudden interruption of two more bullets. One takes him in the upper right arm. The other blazes its way past the side of his head, and half the world suddenly goes dark.

There's a brief flare of anger--bastards, I needed that eye--but then a fresh surge of laughter takes him. When it finally passes, he fixes Roland with his one good eye, grinning from ear to ear.

"Roland! We've been betrayed, we're outnumbered, and our backs are to sea--we've got 'em right where we want 'em! Shall we charge?"

[lastgunslinger]

Roland looks at Cuthbert, at his men, at their situation --

-- and nods.

Time to stand true.

"Aye! Aye, very well." He raises his voice -- another silver sound. "Ye of the castle, to me! Gunslingers, to me! To me, I say!"

[key-youth-bert.livejournal.com]

--And for just a moment, all traces of laughter fall from Cuthbert's face.

"As for gunslingers, Roland--I am here. And we are the last."

He never thought he'd be there, at the end. Part of him has always been certain that he would fall, probably through his own stupidity, and leave Roland and Alain to go on.

It's turned out the other way around, and in different circumstances, this might make him weep. Now, it just makes him laugh again.

[lastgunslinger]

The end. This is the end.

The end.

He looks at Cuthbert, and for one spare moment twenty-four years of memories flood through him -- birth to death, now. And he embraces Cuthbert. The other gunslinger is trembling, and Roland holds him close. This is how he will remember Cuthbert Allgood.

Cuthbert is still laughing.

My dear, he almost says. But no time for that. No time for goodbyes. Time is up.

He pulls back, looks at the other men -- a spare handful against a horde.

"All right." His voice sounds hoarse, even to him. "We're going into them. And will accept no quarter."

[key-youth-bert.livejournal.com]

And in between pain and laughter that split Cuthbert's mind, there is still a core of fierce pride and love for Roland.

"Nope." His voice is almost cheerful. "No quarter. Absolutely none."

[lastgunslinger]

He hears Cuthbert, and it's so hard to keep a smile from his face.

So he doesn't.

It's grim, and ugly, and right.

"We will not accept their surrender if offered."

[key-youth-bert.livejournal.com]

For some reason that Cuthbert is glad he will never be asked to explain, this strikes Cuthbert as the funniest thing Roland has ever said, and he practically doubles over with laughter.

"Under no circumstances!" he gasps out finally. "Not even should all two thousand lay down their arms."