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Roland's been sleeping a lot.

Date: 2004-12-24 01:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
And Ted has been slowly reading the rest of A Christmas Carol, and woolgathering -- when he's not tending to Roland. Waking him up every few hours to get some soup in him, and the gunslinger seems to be sick of it, but too tired to protest.

Roland's complacency makes Ted nervous...but the gunslinger had told Death no, after all.

Ted puts the book down on his knee -- he's sitting in one of Roland's overstuffed, disgustingly plush armchairs -- and closes his eyes. He hasn't been getting much sleep, and a nap is welcome.

Date: 2004-12-24 01:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Jake knocks softly before coming inside.

"Long days and pleasant nights, Ted. How are you?" he says quietly, looking over at Roland.

Date: 2004-12-24 01:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
Ted opens his eyes and smiles cautiously.

"May you have twice the number, Jake. I'm...better than he is." And he nods at Roland. "How are you?"

Date: 2004-12-24 01:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
"Well, say thankya. This is for you," he says, holding a tube of paper out to him.

"And these." The Eliot book and the Browning book.

Date: 2004-12-24 01:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
Ted looks down at the books, then looks up at Jake. "Thank you, Jake." And his smile grows a bit...easier. "I'd missed poetry, you know. And I had an interesting conversation with Joe about The Waste Land, the other day -- made me want to reread it."

Ted unrolls the paper, and his own face stares back at him.

Somehow -- Ted doesn't know how -- Jake managed to capture the young boy still there, deep down, inside the old man. Vaguely, Ted wonders if that's what he really looks like when he's reading a book, as he is in Jake's drawing.

He looks back up at Jake again. "Jake. Thank you."

Date: 2004-12-24 01:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Jake nods and then leans forward to hug Ted carefully.

"I enjoyed the Browning very well. I think you'll like it."

The gesture, however, says a little more than his casual speech.

Date: 2004-12-24 01:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
There's a part of Jake that's still a boy, then. A part that's not all gunslinger. Maybe. Ted relaxes a bit, and hugs him back.

Casually, Ted says, "My degree from Harvard -- it's in English, you know."

Ted's rather familiar with Robert Browning. Ahem.

Date: 2004-12-24 01:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Jake smiles. "Then you'll know more about it than I could. And I may have a few questions for you at some point."

His eyes are drawn back to the sleeping gunslinger and he sits down on the floor. "How is he?"

Date: 2004-12-24 02:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
"Ask when you're ready. If it's the poem I think you're thinking about." Ted's had a lot of time to think about 'Childe Roland to the Dark Tower Came', over the years.

Simply, Ted says, "He's recovering. It'll take a while." A pause. "You beat him up pretty good."

Date: 2004-12-24 02:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Jake stares at Roland for a long moment before turning his attention back to Ted.

His gaze is calm and composed. "He would have done the same to me had I not."

Date: 2004-12-24 02:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
"I know."

And he sighs, and then it's his turn to look at Roland.

Date: 2004-12-24 02:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Jake smiles faintly.

"You understand better than most."

And leaves it at that.

Date: 2004-12-24 02:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
There's silence for a while, then Ted says, "It's Christmas Eve, isn't it?"

Date: 2004-12-24 02:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Jake nods. "Have you seen the bar?" Faint amusement.

"People seem to enjoy it here."

Date: 2004-12-24 02:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
"I have." Ted doesn't sound amused, though. Not really. "Do you enjoy it? Or -- did you? Before you...met Roland?"

Date: 2004-12-24 02:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
"Not really," he says easily. "It was just another day. Still is."

Date: 2004-12-24 02:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
"Never went skating at Rockefeller Center? Never walked down Fifth Avenue and just stared at it all while snow fell?"

Ted smiles. It's wistful.

Date: 2004-12-24 02:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
"Did it every year, actually. I used to go skating on Fridays after school. I was good at it."

"And the snow used to bother me a little until the year before."

Date: 2004-12-24 02:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
"What happened?"

The chair is really comfortable, and if it weren't for the unconscious gunslinger lying on the bed Ted might actually call himself...content.

Date: 2004-12-24 03:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
"It was cold and wet and got in the way until I died the first time."

"After I got back and before the mind split, there was a period where I actually liked it."

Date: 2004-12-24 03:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
He nods, thoughtfully...and then stands. "Jake, I want to get a few things from the Calla -- there are things I can use to tend Roland that Rosalita's got, I know. I'll be half an hour or so -- will you stay with him?"

Date: 2004-12-24 03:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
"Of course. Stay as long as you want or need," he replies.

Date: 2004-12-24 03:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mr-brautigan.livejournal.com
Ted smiles at him, puts Roland's copy of A Christmas Carol on top of the Eliot and Browning books, and leaves the room.

Date: 2004-12-24 03:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Jake's eyes snap back to the bed and he gets up to take Ted's chair.

"Roland. Can you hear me?"

Date: 2004-12-24 03:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
"Day and a half. Maybe two."

"Good to see you awake."

Date: 2004-12-24 03:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
"Briefly. She was there to watch. And she offered but I believe you said no."

That's something he's not going to think about at the moment.

Date: 2004-12-24 03:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Any smile, however small, changes the familiar face so remarkably that it still takes him a moment to recover.

"I would hope so." No amusement in there. Nope.

Date: 2004-12-24 03:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Jake is silent for a moment, remembering the pale face. Knowing.

"We are," he repeats. Fully.

Somehow it doesn't bother him as much as he thought it would.

Date: 2004-12-24 04:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
"Back in the Calla getting some supplies from Rosalita."

And Jake Does Not Smile. He's gotten better at doing that.

Date: 2004-12-24 04:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Jake retrieves it. "Can you sit up at all?"

Date: 2004-12-24 04:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
Master or not, Roland is currently not fooling the pupil.

Jake pushes him back down again.

"Nice try." And holds the glass up to his lips.

Date: 2004-12-24 04:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
His wrist is swollen. A bruise the size of a small nation graces his shoulder. Bruised knuckles. And his vision still flip-flops every time he stands up.

But comparatively ...

"None bloody enough to merit bandages."

Date: 2004-12-24 05:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
"Long, Tall and Ugly," is Jake's reply, and Roland gets a chuckle in return.

And, very quietly.

"Thank you. For the opportunity."

Date: 2004-12-24 05:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-not-lost.livejournal.com
"My thanks anyway, for allowing ka to move as it will."

"And now you should rest. I will be here when you wake again."

"Merry Christmas, father."

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