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[lastgunslinger]

He has finished Vannay's book on New Canaan; when he perused the Library further he found a book entitled Tales of Markey Avenue.

The author is Eddie Dean.

Roland is engrossed in this volume in the Garden of the Dreaming; overcast skies keep the temperature pleasant; the roses are still in bloom; the nearby fountain still has roses floating on the surface of the water.

The small grey kitten has stalked up the back of Roland's chair to perch on the top and read over his shoulder.

...And the next day Lord Perth's men came back. It turned out that the bag of coins was a magic bag that belonged to the King of Dwarfs, and they'd had to give it back. Which was good--it stopped a war--but it meant they still hadn't really repaid Lord Perth. So they had to give up the chicken...

Roland shakes his head slightly, and keeps reading.

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[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

"Other people there," Joe points out.

"Anyhow, everyone hasta deal with people changin'. Movin' apart and changin' jobs. Fallin' in love." Joe shrugs. "You see this all turnin' around you. They ain't there to haunt you. They're just livin' their lives, such as it is. You make it into hauntin' by how you take it. You're the one who makes it Hell." He shoots back the remaining whiskey.

"Speaking as someone who made the place Hell for himself for a time, I think I oughta know."

[lastgunslinger]

He looks down at his glass of whiskey, then back up, eyes narrowed slightly. "Do you say so?"

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

"I just about put a bullet in my head once 'cause the place was so damn strange to me," Joe says in place of an answer.

He leans forward and steals the whiskey, pouring more for himself. "Do you know what I realized? It all went back to what Snow White tol' me--nobody thinks they're strange. Folks were just livin' their lives--weren't their fault if what they was upset my way of lookin' at things."

"An' Arithon, f'r instance--he was just as confused by what I wore and my guns as I was by wizards and their robes an' wands." He sips the whiskey and sighs in satisfaction.

"Tell you another useful peice of advice I got, from a sailin' man," he continues, unusually voluble. "The only things that matter are what a man can do an' a man can't do. I couldn't change that place, not get meself unbound any quicker. What I could do was take it as it was an' make a life there. An' for all that happened I don't think I was wrong to."

[lastgunslinger]

There's a silence while Roland mulls this over.

"No," he says finally. "You weren't."

And another one, shorter, as he drinks his whiskey.

"You're missed, you know. By many." Pause. "Meg saw it."

A good way to test out whether or not Joe knows -- if he doesn't know, Roland can just wave off the remark.

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

A silence, while Joe takes a drink.

"Didn't see her there."

[lastgunslinger]

"You wouldn't have. She was todash."

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

Joe does not really understand that sentence, but it takes it to mean, "She was invisible' and moves on. You can't bother trying to understand the things Roland says.

"Huh." Another drink.

[lastgunslinger]

"They put you in the ground by another friend of hers. We went, after she told the news." He holds up his glass. "Had some of this. Ran into the boy and his girl."

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

"Hm." Joe finishes the glass of whiskey and pours another one.

[lastgunslinger]

"Dream-lord had it right."

And he gives Joe a long look, eyes slightly narrowed again.

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

"Can't beat ka, now, can you?" Joe says steadily.

"You can fight it and kick at it and make yourself miserable, or you can take it for what it is and make your peace and live your life as long as you can. Either way. The wind don't rightly care."

[lastgunslinger]

"You read the end, didn't you."

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

"You saw the movie," Joe says.

He makes a gesture, the whiskey glass cradled in one hand. The gesture says, do I look like the kind of fella who would cheat like that?

[lastgunslinger]

Yes.

Joe does.

"Dream-lord told me not to lose the horn, too." Roland drinks. "Two pretty powerful reasons not to, I wot."

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

"Why'd you leave it in the first place?" Joe asks idly, still not drinking.

[lastgunslinger]

"Too busy killing and trying not to be killed to pick it up when Cuthbert fell." Pause. "I think. That would have been the reason."

It's kind of fuzzy. Joe changed the past, after all.

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

"Killing and not being killed," Joe repeats, looking into the amber liquid. "Awful lot of that in your life."

"Not so much of that in Milliways." He finally drinks.

"Lot of things you left behind in the dust are there. Shouldn't only treasure the one of them, to my mind."

[lastgunslinger]

Another gust of hot desert wind; rose petals the color of heart's blood from a nearby trellis float down nearby. Roland watches them.

"Not accustomed to that. Any of it."

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

"You might have to get used to it." And Joe never read the sixth Dark Tower book, so it's surely chance that puts the next words into his mouth. "You've been offered a chance to redeem the purpose of your life."

"Don't lose the damn horn. But if you lose your friends over a romance or a change in life or hurt pride, you might as well throw it away right now."

[lastgunslinger]

Joe keeps saying things that Roland's not sure how to reply to.

So he nods, and drinks his whiskey, and maintains a comfortable silence.

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

The things people say in dreams are fraught with meaning. Sometimes it fades with daylight. Either way it doesn't make for good conversation.

Joe's never been much of a conversationalist anyway. He sips his own drink, and silence reigns.

When the whiskey is gone for the third time, Joe inverts his glass and puts it over the neck of the bottle, and stands, and whistles for his horse, which has wandered off to crop along a strip of green outside the courtyard.

[lastgunslinger]

Roland looks at him. Sees him very well.

"Told you once I'd take back my curse if I could." Pause. "I cry your pardon."

[joewithnoname.livejournal.com]

The horse trots up; it tries to eat Joe's lapel, and he swats it with his hat again. "Given," Joe says immediately, swinging up onto the horse.

"It weren't your fault, Roland. I made my choices and I dealt with 'em. I shouldn't tried to get around the prophecy to begin with. Shouldn't have been so harsh to Tuco. Should've shot the four of them inside the bar instead of squarin' off like an idiot." He shrugs.

"Sometimes things just happen." He kicks the horse, and gallops into the west, kicking up dust and dragging the desolate landscape away with him like a trailing cloak; it melts away like a horizontal fade effect in a movie. The desert wind blows once more on its tails, rifting the overcast sky and lighting up the desert Joe disappears into with gold and copper tones. Then they drift closed, back to the low slate-colored ceiling Roland began with.